I feel like an emotional roller coaster - normally my personality is upbeat and happy, but the past few years Life has thrown some doozies at me and I fight to keep my head up. Now I have another really BIG one. My husband, overwhelmed by his grief and depression, has formed the opinion in his mind that I am responsible for Tims death and he wants a divorce - immediately. To say I'm shocked is the understatement of the century - all the air has been knocked out of me. This blog will probably be going dark for quite some time while I figure out what to do and how to do it and how to survive this. Keep up your wonderful blogs - I love reading them and I can't get my day going without seeing what everyones' up to.